life is great, when you it gives you purpose or the other way?

i was just saying that day that i was looking forward to this week.

siao.

who wants to come back after recess?
to find out that for the coming two sundays you will have to be in school?

but, i really do see value, to some extent, in the routine of busy life.

perhaps, i dont like being too 'independent'. i dont like being thrown a list of to-dos and be given full autonomy to make use of one week to plow through the assigned. i prefer, and very much appreciate, that the predictable cycle of events in routine be my secretary. i dont like to be my own boss.

it is my way of working around distractions when things have to be done.

but, i do love long breaks - without obligations.
i want to go backpacking in new zealand.
i want to experience shopping in taiwan.
i want to see lights in new york.
i want to be with nature in africa.
i want to busk bintan's sun.

but first, i want money.